Past...

don't know why...
on the date of 23rd may twentyten...
the past kept flashing back
while i'm trying to forget about them...
it seems it was like
almost everything i remember since primary...
friends... family...
seems all to tough at the moment...

but compare to now...
it seems all those tough problems,
were just tiny problems...
now it is much more different...

i have my family problems to worry about,
my friends...
and somebody
i'm trying to forget since that time...
that period is just too hard for me to forget...
everytime i see this person,
the moments that passed,
just keep flashing back and back...
this is the toughest yet in the moment...
it seems i just can't get this person out of my mind or something...

well, time has passed...
we need to keep moving forward,
i can see SOME and only SOME changes in me...
taking additional maths tuition,
five hours a day for the pass few weekends...
and i hope...
the memory that i had with that particular person,
will change into a pile of dust as well...