kiss...

just now i was playing with my 5month old niece...
i was blowing her stomach to make her laugh...
and she accidentally kissed on my chick when her head fell on mine...
at that moment... my mind was full of you...

i know i am suppose to forget about you...
but i just can't... it is too tough for me...
it seems that memory is just too hard to be thrown away...
too heavy for me to lift up but yet so light in my mind...

also... i know i am suppose to move on after so long...
i have somebody to like... new people to know...
but i just can't seem to get you out of my mind...
what can i do about it... i can't forget about you...
you just keep coming back into my mind...
every time i tried to forget about you...

sure my feeling for jealousy was strong...
because you were so nice...
and have a lot of people chase after you...
but yet we lived peacefully...
maybe a little argument....
but we get back every time we argue...

can somebody teach me how to forget somebody like that?...
i want to move on and i want to meet new people...
and i want to set my heart for other targets...
like school... studies... and my future...
i don't want to get stuck in the same person anymore...